"Even the sun has a dark side"

:’(

I hate it here! I hate Tech I don’t want to go! Everyone is leaving and I;m going to be stuc in this god forsaken place forever. Damn UTC and no housing this was supposed to be my only chance. I saw everyone I’ve know in past years and even longer than that and I finally realized how alone I’m really going to be. My mom just yelled at me for being lazy when I work a job take a college class and go to the high school all at the same time. I’m so tired all the time. every time I get stressed my depression sets in even worse. I can;t go to Tech because that will mean even more ridicule and and humiliation from my family because will always be better. She’ll always be perfect and I will never be to compare to her, not even in God’s eyes.

Now I want to ask someone. Why should I stay on this earth when I’m just going to be alone anyway? If I asked you to stay would you? I doubt it, I’m not worth that kind of commitment.

I ripped a dress yesterday before the party. I officially hate myself becuase most people told me I wasn’t fat. Guess what? I officially don’t want to fucking believe it anymore. My parent’s are right. I’m goign to be a fat crac whore becausem right now, that’s all I feel I’m really worth.

Rembering the past….

iaimtomisbehave:

maybesometimes:

exhalation:

Austin says: did you ever think of any more old nickelodeon shows?

-Michael Wayne- says: no dude i can honestly not think of any others

Austin says: did you ever watch catdog?

-Michael Wayne- says: *GASP I loved catdog

Austin says: I know right

-Michael Wayne- says: Oh oH i ogt one! the fairly odd parents

Austin says: OH YEAH! oh wait….I think I got one crap what was it called Rocket Power

-Michael Wayne- says: yes!!!! ooooooooooooo i got anothe one that beats them all are you afraid of the dark!

Austin says: holy shit, you’re right

-Michael Wayne- says: that was awesome!

Austin says: hell yeah

-Michael Wayne- says: im downloading that after invader zim

Austin says: wasn’t there one about like gophers or beavers or something like that?

-Michael Wayne- says: oh yeah what was that… angry beavers!

Austin says: that’s it!!!~ can’t forget Ren and Stimpy

-Michael Wayne- says: we named that earlier at sonic i think

Austin says: did we?

-Michael Wayne- says: i think so i think you said it

Austin says: hmm alright

-Michael Wayne- says: ooooi thought of another one that you probably dont remember stick stickley

Austin says: I REMEMEBER THAT!!!

-Michael Wayne- says: hellz yeah ooooooooooo jimmy neutron

Austin says: I had someone say I looked like him once

-Michael Wayne- says: LOL remember that one show that didnt last long…Catlin’s Way? the horse show./…

Austin says: I don’t remember that one

-Michael Wayne- says: it was like 2 seasons pretty gay but still a show

Austin says: yeah

-Michael Wayne- says: AAAAHHH! Real Monsters!

Austin says: AHHHHHQ

-Michael Wayne- says: i think invader zim and are you afraid of the dark were the best

Austin says: yeah I really like Rocket Power though

-Michael Wayne- says: yeah rocket power was good thats what got me into skateboarding

Austin says: you were into skateboarding?

-Michael Wayne- says: yeah several years ago

Austin says: hmmm, I just can’t picture that

-Michael Wayne- says: lol didnt last long about a year

Austin says: ha

-Michael Wayne- says: we should put this whole conversation on tumblr

Austin says: we should

-Michael Wayne- says: im gunna do that

Hey Arnold :)

yeah we were at sonic earlier that day and named off some others. Like Hey Arnold, Rocko’s Modern Life, Rugrats, Spongebob(before he got gay), Doug and a bunch of other ones.

 Hey! My dad watches Spongebob with my sister. Although, there was that one time when he woke me up by screaming the theme song at like ten thirty.

McRabio you bastard

iaimtomisbehave:

exhalation:

iaimtomisbehave:

You have now tried to kill me twice in the past 24 hours

Oh don’t be a girl.

I’m not being a girl, I just don’t like almost dying. And if either of us is a girl it’s you, Mr. I’llwatchTwilightonmyownfreewill.

At least he admitted to wanting to watch it.

Meghan,

I have some books to give back to you. Thank you again for letting me borrow them. I’ll get them to you tomorrow.

Reblog with your heritage

thesearemyconfessionss:

fuckprincecharming:

mollytov:

kimclit:

moreoraleeza:

brosephstalin:

tea-for-one:

kumquatsandapricots:

colombian, french, dominican, and italian.

german (bavarian), irish, welsh, austrian, scottish, french

mexican, swedish, german, irish, chiricahua apache

cuban

filipino / unknown (white)

exactly 50/50 french and northern italian

Half Swedish, half Native American :)

polish, Greek, Italian, French, German, swedish, Spanish, and Irish. I’m a mutt :)

Irish, Scottish, English, Welsh, and German

My Sixteenth

thesearemyconfessionss:

birthday party was…pretty amazing.

Uh, hell yeah it was!!!!

Hehe

I have now found the character i can pour all of my evil, menacing thoughts into and make them his actions. Muhahaha this is awesome, though the pressure sucks. but anyways, Zane is my new evil creation. Muhahahaha!!!!!!!!!